March 2012
93 posts
The way it quietens down everything around you. That even your thoughts go eerily silent. Just the vast wilderness above, speckled with tiny sparks of white, against the deep depths of blue. Can’t help invoking that sense of admiration. Can’t help wanting to just stare for hours. That’s the feeling I get whenever I walk home at night and see a colony of stars on clear cloudless...
I’m quite intrigued by my new tumblr theme. Kinda like it too! Cause I can see everything at one glance. It’s a whole other perspective and I enjoy seeing how the arrangement changes with the addition of a new picture. HOWEVER, some pictures are re-sized to just one tiny caption and some look truncated BOO. Don’t do the nice pictures justice mans. Oh wells.
If everything had an expiry date, I’d choose to live in the moment, every single time. Even if the ultimate ending is tragic, embarrassing, full of regrets. Whatever. Savoring while it lasts; this way I can then proudly thrust my chest up high on my death bed, giving a glorious fist-pump in the air and announce: My life has been a hell of a ride.
Watched Hunger Games today and had a lot of…feelings about it hahha. I am uber intrigued by the humanity issues that surfaced and after watching the movie, I was like wahhh, this shit is cool. Made me think a lot though. It’s a test of our own principles and limits isn’t it? What exactly is the breaking point when we will shut down all senses and take the lives of others. Pull...
By the way I’m kinda apologetic that my tumblr posts permanently oozes negativity. But I seem to be only able to write when I feel surges of emotions! Especially deep negative thoughts. My inner world is a total mismatch from my outer self huh. I hope this is not a sign that I’m schizophrenic omg. T_T But I do like to keep my inner thoughts to myself and ranting it out on my keyboard...
What if I’m just denying all these because I’m scared to come clean and admit it bravely. Have I no right to be scared though?
Worse part of it all is that I don’t want to be given up on. How selfish can I get? Maybe I need more time to gain some positive vibes, to see things more clearly, to know if it’s okay to put my other foot in. I’m just not keen on being a...
